I HATE GROWING UP!!

I HATE MAKING BIG DECISION!!

I HATE GOING FAR FAR AWAY!!

I just wanna be the little girl I used to be.

Going to school.

Coming back from school.

Going to tuition.

Complaining why there's Saturday class?

Complaining why is there replacement day?

Laugh all day with friends.

and skipping class to our secret chamber! :(

Sigh!

♥ well explained :D

Result came out.

Not as good as I expected.

But not as bad as I assumed.

So, kinda disappointed for having such result after a year and a half of hardwork.

But, really?

Is that the best I can do?

I doubt.

No doubt I tried.

For the pass 18 months, I've been living like a STPM student.

But, the effort I gave wasn't really the best I have.

At some point, I was mentally and physically tired.

So I gave up, a little.

Maybe that's why it turned out this way.

If I could just put a little more effort, things might have been different.

Nevertheless, I'm grateful.

Not regretting the choice I made.

Daringly took up STPM and suffered.

Cause I'm positive that its a solid foundation that prepares us for Uni.

Thanks to STPM, we're now even mature :)

So, I'm just really thankful to God who has been helping and leading me for the past 18 months.

To my parents, who had never cease in supporting me.

To my dearest aunt, for caring and encouragement.

To my lecturers, constantly encouraging and helping us.

To my friends, for the moral support, advices and lending me your ears.

To my boyf, for making an effort to cheer me up :)

Congratulations to those who did well :)

For those who dint, its not the end of the world :)

Go kill myself better.

1 and a half year and this is what I get?

Feel so stupid and useless.

I think the education ministry is too free.

Changing science and maths learning medium here and there. Now, worst. Bilingual.

See it in a way, its good. Students that are not good in English has malay medium to help them.

But in a way, its actually killing them in long term.

Like it or not, English has been and always will be the main language.

Children are best to be nurtured when young cause they learn and pick up quickly.

That is why they should be taught in ENGLISH.

As stated in the papers,
'if teachers cannot teach primary science and maths in English, obviously there's some problem with them'.

Really hope that the demonstration will put some sense into the ministry.