I hate being alone at night. Loneliness, quietness and darkness will only drag me into a pre-depression state.

Whenever I feel so,

my sister will cutely-irritatingly annoy me.

Which is good. To bring back my laughters :D

My mom, to behave the way only my family knows,

to cheer me up :D

and my dad to make silly jokes and make me laugh.

Not forgetting my boyf, will always cheer me up and make me happy whenever I need him.

(: Thank you ♥

I'm truly blessed.

Indeed.

Its August 21st and there's two special occasion today :D

First and foremost,

This is my baby sister (:

And its her birthday today! :D

She's the one that I can be as crazy as I want to :)

The one who has the same passion as me --> food :P and badminton :D

The one that can keep me laughing with stupid jokes and funny faces.

The one that i love very much (:

Im lucky to have you as my lil sister,

although at time I might bully you :P

but dont forget you do the same too! >_<

Happy Birthday!~

and i sayang you banyak-banyak! :D ♥

And the second occasion is my 12th month with my half (:

I love you baby (:

Happy anniversary instead of monthversary :D

Cant wait for you to come back to KL and go food hunting :D

ngehehe!

♥ you jelly-jelly much (:

Wishing that nothing will change.

Neither in friendship, nor in relationship.

I really hope nothing will change in these coming years (:

I never liked the topic about death.

Hated it when anyone, particularly my father, talking about it.

I know that everyone will have to face it, sooner or later.

But i'm praying really hard that Jesus gives me more time to be with the ones I love.

Do you prefer to watch the ones you love, leaving you?

OR

Do you prefer to let them watch you leave?

These are the simple question that people usually ask.

As for me, this is what I feel.

Watching the ones you love, leaving you, is hard. There's no doubt about it.

But letting them watch you leave, is even more suffering.

I don't want to think about it.

Everything is in God's hand.

But I'm just praying really hard that God grants me more time to be with the ones I love.

Please.

This is my friend, and

It is her birthday! :D ♥

presenting you, the birthday girl :D

Happy Birthday Manyi :D ♥

Hope you enjoyed us scaring you the whole day! :D HAHA

Its been such wonderful moments since I knew you (:

Its really good to have a friend like you,

whom brought only laughters to me (:

Thank you for being an awesome friend (:

Happy Birthday! (:

Finally Im free to start blogging again. Heh.

First, let me wish my awesome babe,

Happy Birthday! ♥

Knew you since we were 14 :D and now, its been 6 years of friendship :D

You and the other girls never failed to make me laugh and laugh, all day long.

Being with the 4 of you, just always make my day :D

No worries and all we do is have fun and laugh :D

Its your birthday and we dint have the time to celebrate with you.

We're all busy with own studies and so.

But, I'm sure we'll meet soon to hang out and celebrate a belated birthday party for you :D

Lets look forward to it.

Posting this as an apology that we cant celebrate this year =(

Lets meet up soon, kayy? :D

sayang you very very much :D ♥

see you soon, love (:

friends, always and forever! :D

This is a short update on my college life ♥ heh.

Lets start with the disgusting-yet-funny-part :P

For my entire course,

I see so many people digging into the toilet bowl for their handphones. HAHA!

Firstly, was Ivy, then others and others and others and finally,

yesterday, Charmaine! HAHA her specs! LOLOLOL!

Jiayui tried taking for her, and then Manyi, and then Charmaine.

But none could as they have SHORT HANDS! :P

Then.... *drum-rolls*

Tadaa! GuyEon entered the girls toilet, shove his hands into the deep toilet bowl,

and rescued Charmaine's specs! HAHAHAH!

I have pictures of them. trying to take out the stuffs :P

But Manyi will definitely kill me!

So, I'm saving it for myself.

to laugh at her :PP

New philosophy that I've made for myself (:

a good deed a day, keeps me away ((:

Went to church and starting thinking while Father gave his homily (:

Whats the harm of trying to make others happy?

If A SMALL TINY thing, can make someone else happy, then why don't we do it?

The satisfaction I get when I see others are happy, makes me even happier (:

I helped a Malay uncle at Jusco to pay for his parking ticket with a J-card for free.

And he was so happy, thanking me.

Its a really small matter, and he was so happy,

smiling from cheek to cheek.

p/s : he was round and cute laa :P HAHA

What i'm trying to say is,

open your hands wider and you'll receive back more, someday (:

Another thing is I overheard my dad saying,

there's so many poor people and there's so many rich people.

If the rich people could just donate some,

then we wont have beggars anymore.

I pondered for a moment.

and starting thinking.

There are so many people that couldn't even afford to have a proper meal a day.

While others spend luxuriantly on entertainment and on social life.

If one can donate some from their entertainment life, and contribute to the poor,

then they do not have to worry more on their daily meals.

Then it makes me feel guilty, spending on unnecessary stuffs, when others couldn't even have a proper meal.

I'm really grateful to God, that He had gave me a moderate life.

Not too rich and not too poor,

making me understand the hardship that the poor has to go through.

Cause not all, but most of the rich and spoilt brats will never understand.