Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Be glad.
Do what is right, and not what you like.

That was what I saw when I had to start my next horrible day after receiving the acceptance into UNIMAS.
I take it as a sign from God.
Usually, reminders and notes will be written on that white board.
But on that particular day, that was the only quote written on the huge white board.
As if God is speaking to me.
Seriously, it changed my mood.
I start to look at the acceptance offer from the bright side.
Maybe it's a chance for me to explore?Although I haven't been away from home.
For the first 2 days, I was a walking zombie.
Emotionless.
Everything seemed blank
I had to force out a laugh or giggle whenever someone made a joke.
I forced my self to look fine, to look okayy or happy when someone congratulated me.
But the deep down, I was trying real hard to refrain from crying. 

Now, I've started to accept the fact that I'm leaving for Sarawak real soon.

"Haiya, take the chance to explore la!"

"Dont worry lah! Its only gonna be 3 years!"

That's what everyone told me. 
But, I'm a very homily girl.
I love playing out but starts missing home once the sun goes down.

Yep. I have to learn to be independent now.
No more crying.
No more complaining 'I don't wanna go'.

My boyf will support me :)
He'll be there for me.
My family will be there for me.
So, everything is gonna be just fine.
Thankfully, UNIMAS has lots of holidays.
Like seriously, thank GOD.

What I really really really hope is :

a) AirAsia provides cheaper rates so that I can fly as often as I can
b) UNIMAS's lecturers, pretty please follow the academic calendar.
c) Good wifi so that I dont have to get a broadband. *YES4G, hurry up & get coverage for Sarawak*

Congratulations to those accepted.
To those that did not get, fret not.
Appeal, or look for alternatives.
I believe UTAR is a good choice as its very affordable :)

UNIMAS, here I come!




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