HAPPY BIRTHDAY babe!

Knew her since Form 1? :P

Its been 8 years of friendship and still standing strong :)

We've been through ups and downs.

Quarrels and arguments.

Tears and Laughters.

p/s: Most of the time she's crying & I'm laughing at her! :P I'm awful, I know :)

I'm really glad you've came over on your birthday to at least meet us :)

Will definitely miss you and your bising-ness when you're gone :(

I dont think we'll be able to meet up next year for your birthday.

but probably, we can Skype? ^-^

Happy Birthday once again doll! :)

Finally, the 4 of us meet again after such a long hiatus. 

Sadly Sue couldn't come :(

I'm not the late-type-of-person.

But thanks to them, nowadays I have to train my self to be one :P

Had yumcha and a pool session until like 1.30am? 

Gosh, really missed the fun we had in high school :(

Hopefully August's plan will go well! ^-^

*finger crossed*

Stupid call.

Had a conversation with my boyf yesterday night.

Usually, I'm the one who will end the call first :)

But this time, it happened the other way round.

I dint like it >.<

To satisfy me, this is what happened :P

*phonecall from boyf*

Me : *answers* Hello?

Boyf : EH, off the call first.

Me : *laughs*

Boyf : Faster la. After you say I dint wait for you to off the phone first. *laugh*

Me : Ok ok *laughs and ended the conversation*

Its stupid.

But i'm happy he called. LOL for me to end the call first :) LOLOLOL.

그 여자

They say, there's always ONE girl that will be able to change a guy.
I didn't believe it.
To me, all this bullshit only seemed true in television dramas.
Until yesterday night.
I started thinking about it and realised I have a few living proof around me :)

*Names shall not be mentioned :P.

There's this guy.
Never committed.
Always playing around and trashing girls everywhere he goes.
Number of girlfriends he had?
Many I assume :)
But somehow, none of them he really cared of.
A jackass isn't? :P
Until he finally got together with the girl he was after for a long time.
And surprisingly, he has changed.
He's now committed.
He does every single thing to make her happy.
And changes to be a better guy for her.

I always question myself.
How could it be?
I believed in love.
But its the love in a family that I've believed in.
Love is just an emotion of a strong affection and personal attachment, but only among family members.
To me, a guy girl relationship is the result of feelings above average.
Its more than 'like', but never was 'love'.

But now, I start to believe in love :)

Rotten Fruit.

Certain fruits look extremely fresh and sweet from the colours they potray. Just like them.

But when we look within the fruits, they appear to be just like this.

This implies not only to fruits, but to humans as well.

Some of them seemed to be nice people.

Some seemed to be sweet.

But don't be surprise if they appear to be totally opposite of what we've assumed.

Nice appears to be horrible.

Sweet appears to be bitchy.

Responsible appears to be irresponsible and

clean appears to be dirty.

'What a boring life', that's what I usually mumble to myself.
'What does life even mean? You live, you learn, you work and you die.'
That was all because I did the same routine every single day.

But today, I choose to look at life at a different way.
Thanks to a short moment when I stared blankly at my parents,
playing in the porch.
Yup! My parents, playing in the porch :)

Just before,
I had a short joyful morning with my dad.
Today, he took leave just to follow me for an interview.
Throughout the journey, we talked and laughed bout all the silly things our family would do.
Then I recalled, he always, ALWAYS takes leave to collect our report cards, for parent-teacher's day, even just to watch us run in a 100m race.
Im grateful for a father like him.
Out of 10, how many fathers actually do that?
2? 3?
Well, my old man is one of them! :)
My dad is also currently taking facebook course from me :P

My mother, a cheerful woman.
Constantly encouraging me to do things I love.
to ignore others opinion.
and to always be happy.
Her lame jokes, all the stupidly-funny things she does and says at home.
is the reason why our family is full of laughters :)

Angry-bird.
That's the nickname my mom chose for my little sis.
That's because she's always, (most of the time laa) angry, especially when she's tired.
But, my sister is my faithful companion.
She will be there to share gossips, to complain, and definitely to irritate me.
But you see, I enjoy her irritating me.
Because there is where we will argue, yell at one another, having cat-fight and finally, laugh about it at the end of the day.

I have a family which others would long to have.
I have true friends which others hope to have.
I enjoy what I do, although is the same and will be the same until September comes.

Then I realised,
Life is not where we live, we learn, we work and we die.
Life is how we make use of the moments we have in between.
We might do the same routine everyday.
At times, life would seem so boring, meaningless and difficult.
But, I will always remind myself.

I have everything the rich would pay to have.

A family.
Friends.
Happy-Relationship.

What else would I ask for? :)

So, stop complaining Caryn.
Live life.

I love fetching  my sister from tuition.
Why?
Because I get to see how inconsiderate human beings can be.

Its understandable that you're fetching your child and there's no parking.
So what?
You can park your bloody car in the middle of the road and cause hell of a jam?
Even when people start horning you, and you don't even bother to move!

Dear Malaysians,
please be more considerate.

If money means so much to you, 

I'm just waiting to see how you're gonna bring them into your grave :)